Monthly Archives: November 2012

And then it seems…

Like FINALLY everything is falling into place.

It has been ages, it has been insanely irritating, it has seemed like I should give up, but then- the penny drops. Or so it seems! How long will this last… who knows?!

May it last long… Hope you are in as good a mood!

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Life’s too short.

Just go do it!

Now.

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Something happened..

The other day, during Diwali puja, something happened- there was an internal shift and I don’t know what. I felt something I have never felt- a sense of contentment mixed in with peace- it’s kinda difficult to describe yet it was nice- it felt secure, empowering and beautiful.

I have been trying to understand what has changed, why it has changed and how I should maximise on this amazing feeling…

My life is pretty amazing- with the friends I have, with the guys I date, with the laughs I share, with the work I do, with the love I give  receive… it’s all good!

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An interesting description of friendship

I got this from a friend today- thanks S!

Each friendship defines its own relationship but these are just the fundamentals, eh? 😉

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Why does it feel like a game even when it isn’t?!

You know, everyone says relationships are based on truth, honesty, respect, love and mutual attraction. And one always says that it is not about playing a game, it being easy and just feeling right… the other day, I was talking to a friend of mine about her relationship. So far, they have been on about 5 dates, in 6 months time and they are always playing a game, even when they aren’t. Isn’t everything a game?!

What if the not playing of the game is what keeps us out of it? Whether it is the flutter of the eyelids to keep his attention, or a red lipstick, or a nice gesture- we all do something to keep the other person hooked- even if everything is going swimmingly well. Even, once we have it all- some say, the theory is to keep it interesting, keep it fresh while the more cynical say, it is to not get bored.

Either way, I don’t think there is anything in life that is NOT a game!

So whether you realise it or not, we are all a part of the game! And only then, do we create our lives to be the way we want them to be!

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Unlucky in cards, lucky in love…

Myth or reality… time will tell. Tolkien and I have been flirting but a few dates in, it’s way too soon to call it love- so far, it’s a laugh but will it ever be more, who knows- we do have a few others on the scene, not that any of them are serious or hold my interest!

So…. dare I believe this?! I have been plagued by this for a very long time- the weird thing is I knew I would lose the money this year before I played a hand, before I saw my cards, before I made a move- what is it all about?!

Oh I am confused!!

Maybe the gamble is life itself… only time shall tell what is going on in my head!

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Happy Diwali

And it’s that time of the year- the time to celebrate, to forgive, to wish, to start anew and to light loads of candles!! 🙂

And

May this year hold the key to all your dreams coming true. Be blessed, be safe and enjoy a few laughs!

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I feel horribly unwell

But hey- at least it ain’t manflu 😉

And no NONE of us are JUST anything! I am A GIRL and happy to be one even though I agree with everything else that pic says 😉

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I am in the deep…

… and I dunno how to swim!

That’s how I feel right now- I feel I am literally being swept, swept away by a wind of change…

I feel the change coming and this time, I can feel it in my bones and I hope I am right- I have a feeling it’s a matter of another 6 months or so and it will all be in place the way I want it to be…

– Work- still a bit iffy in many ways, but I think it’s getting there, eventually
– Romance- I don’t wanna jinx it but this is the one area I am most scared of- Tolkein is just great- he makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he is smart, we have chemistry and boy, can we talk?! I mean, taking the last 36 hours alone- we have talked/ interacted (ahem ahem) for more than 10 and thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. I am actually waiting to see him again. Scary stuff this. And no, I am not willing to talk to anyone else about this just yet. I am enjoying keeping this magic all to myself.
– Other bits & bobs- Between 4 projects that aren’t exactly paying me enough and 1 that is, I am tired, wrecked and happy. Happy to be living the life I do, happy to be sharing a house with the beings that I do, happy to have the friends I do and happy to be me.

“I believe I can survive this swim and deal with it better than not, I believe I will not sink and I believe things will work out” 🙂

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